4:28 AM, Sunday, March 28, 2010

PEI(゜・∀・)/

PEI(゜・∀・)/
(me)

Went out with Chong L.L. aka Jialingtoday!!
Went to SSC to eat at the food court.

Jialing dont know the difference between
TEH AND TEH-SI!!
Then walk back home together while she walk back
to tuition.

Anyway, were arguing with Karying over SOMETHING :D
MUAHAHA!!
And these are my wedding photos,
ENJOY!!
(Especially to Karying :D)

HAHA!!
Okayy lahh, i shant be an ass.
Paisehh ahh Karying,
dont mean to steal Key away from you :)
Thank you for not fighting with me ahh!!
Adieu~

TIC TOC

1:06 AM, Friday, March 26, 2010

A mask that hid everything.

Kill the voice
Close your eyes
Drown in the darkness
Roam around
I won't depend on anyone anymore.

(Me: My hair WAS long)
(Peiling made this for me!)
Why cant others just understand that
People have scars in all sorts of unexpected places?
For example, like the secret maps of our own history
and diagrams of our own old wounds.
Although, most of the people's wound heals and leave nothing
but a scar, but some people's wound dont.
Some wounds we've to carry around with us everywhere
and though the cut is gone,
the pain still lingers.

Sometimes, I wonder whether I'm the only one that
have to always put on a happy mask and never ever remove
it in order to hide my real feelings and moods.
Everytime, whenever I remove that mask,
everyone would get so furious and agitated.
Some even yelled at me like as if my unhappiness
is their business.
And is not like I threw tantrum or anything,
and in fact, I've never thrown any tantrum at anybody.
I only showed other feelings besides happiness.

But why is it that some people can remove
that mask of theirs?
And why is it that some people can dont
even choose to wear that mask?
Why can't I be like them?
I may be happy most of the time but that doesnt mean
that I'm not a human..
I've other feelings too besides being happy like all other humans.
So why can't people just accept my sadness, anger
or other feelings just like how they accept other
people's one?

PS. Thank you Zhang Cong and Chong L.L. aka Jialing
for talking to me and really bothered to listen to me
when I was feeling really really upset.

Don't kid yourself and
don't wound yourself.

4:01 AM, Sunday, March 21, 2010

PEI(゜・∀・)/

PEI(゜・∀・)/
Oh my god
I think this post is going to be a PICTURE SPAM!!
And since this post is a picture spam,
I shall not let my fonts have so many different colours
to prevent confusion :D

FRIDAY:
Chinese dance performance in Takashimaya!!
And anyway, Wang lao shi said something
that made me very touched T-T

PICTURES SPAM:
(Left to right: Karying and I)

Before we change.
(Left to right: ME and Chantal)

I did not edit this picture actually,
my phone camera was dirtied with foundation!!

After my phone camera was cleaned -_-
(Junior Zhang Cong)

The solo dancer of our dance~
(Junior Zhang Cong being killed)

Shot her out of jealousy for being solo dancer :p
(Left to right: Me and Zhang Cong)

A very PRETTY shot of us :D
(Left to right: Chantal, Me and Zhang Cong)

After the performance, went Northpoint with mama
and were stalked by a psychotic lady -_-

Saturday:
Went esplanade and Singapore flyer with Chantal.

Pictures spam:
-Underground of Esplande
(Me)

(Chantal)

(Me)

(Chantal)

-Esplanade
(Front)

(Me)

(Chantal)

(The DIY-ed wall and I)

(The DIY-ed wall and Chantal)

(Handsome handsome piano man and I)

Chantal dont like piano man :(
Therefore no picture of her with handsome piano man ><
(Drummer man and I)

(Drummer man and Chantal)

(Guitar man and I)

(Guitar man and Chantal)

(Handsome handsome cello man and I)

(Handsome handsome cello man and Chantal)

(Flute man and I)

2 person blowing flute together!!
(Flute man and Chantal)

Greedy Chantal attempting to eat the flute O:
(Trumpet man and I)

Touched by his music!!
(Trumpet man and Chantal)

Touched by his music too!!
(Trumpet man and I)

Noisy noisy!!
(Trumpet man and Chantal)

Chantal and trumpet man acting like good friends.
EEEEEE... XD
(Chantal and I)

-Singapore flyer
Walk there when it was raining and
my umbrella keep hitting Chantal's face :D
Pictures spam:
(Singapore Flyer)

(Toilet of Flyer. Left to right: Me and Chantal)

(Left to right: Chantal and I)

-In the Flyer's cabin
We were the only ones in our cabin :D
so can keep taking photos without worrying about
other people's stares C:
BECAUSE THERE ARE NO ONE!!!!
(Me and my FLY pose)